Playlist 5.6.24

ODE 2 BLADEE

hey bladee if ur reading this, this goes really hard. it reminds me of being 19 or 20 cuz thats how old i was when i listened to working on dying everyday. i really like the idea that i have grown up with you. Youre 30 im 25. in a lot of ways its kind of felt like youve been guiding me through challenges in my life. since i was a teenager its just like youve been there for me when i needed you. there were so many hard things you got me through, especially in collage. Nics drug addiction, Cecelia’s murder, Cole’s drug overdose. There were times when i felt so chaotic and painfully lonely. Because of all the turmoil, i felt like i couldnt trust any one around me, like everyone was ill intentioned. At the time, everyone was so selfish. But you were like my gaurdian angel. Somehow it feels like everytime you have come out with a new album to evolve your sound, i have increased a level and have evolved as a person. Its crazy, I even used to eat at mcdonalds everyday in collage bc I needed the dollar menu to live lol. I like the little banana you put as your mouth on the album cover.